I want to be alone
But once I am
I can't stand
The solitude
I want everything to be quiet
But once it is
I can't stand
The silence
I want to live my life
But once I start
I just feel like dying
I want to be happy
But once I am
I always become sad
I want to laugh
But when I do
I feel like crying
I want to be loved
But once I am
I feel nothing but hate
I want to forget the past
But once I do
I feel ashamed
I want to be strong
But once I am
I always become weak
I don't know
What's wrong
I don't know why
I feel this way
Just please understand
I'm confused.

poem not by me.

Anime Art

Orochimaru by ~cdgodofwar99 on deviantART
Well,well..isn't this my very first post concerning art?
But check this out guys, this is a painting of Orochimaru, the most loved villian of anime series Naruto! As far as I know, he has serpent-like powers. Forgive me coz I'm still at Naruto esp.23 =P.
In my opinion this paint is cool. The lighting effect of the paint itself adds a luminous effect to the image which the painting is focused on.(around Orochimaru as well) Not to ignore the nice combination of colours which results smooth feel over the image,of course good painting skills. The artwork is also pretty sharp!

ratings people? u can comment at the link below the picture..=P

Some dude's Bleach cosplay

I went on devianart and I found this dude that did cosplay of bleach characters..here are some of the pics...he is Jin, from the Philippines.

lol..Uruhara fell from the sky

Menos!!

Booo!!

=P

According to Jin, diz is Bankai-no-jutsu!!

more pics can be found at his DeviantArt[DA] site known as Behind Infinity
Do visit his DA gallery at gallary , and do drop him some commentz!