Theme: dark red
Mood: bloody hell... angry
Motivated level: i'll get better marks than u bish.
Music: kissin you - miranda cosgrave
Details: angry and there is test tml, and there is exam on sat.. WTF.
Sunday, 31 August 2008
Monday, 25 August 2008
Sitting in a dark room, freaking wasting my exam time sleeping today. Next moment, I drank. Sux. And now I'm friggin drunk. Supposely lar, then I walked out like 100meters to come online. At the clubhouse.
My best friend, claim I will get hangover. Screwed up, tml I have exam lar. Damn it.
'Pocci' lar like this. 100% die tml, English and Ethics[medical]
I don't understand, if we have a chance together, why when u are stressed or bad mood, you 100% ignore me. However still, you still talk and laugh with ur friends, except me. which you totally ignore.
Bah! I'd rather die.
How I wish I do not have parents, then I wouldn't owe them anything... Then I would not need to live on ...
How I wish I never became alive on this earth, this damned fucked up place. Hell of life. How I wish my story comes to an end. -The End-
yeah, thats if our life is like a friggin story book, where u can see 'happilly ever after."
I can feel my heart beating rather fast, probbaly 120 beats per second? yeah,supposely thats it..
friggin sitting here with all the FRU, police force bastards all around me... They are in Putravillas[the place I live in] for the Permatang Pauh election..
oh fuck, its gonna be tml... hope Anwar wins,..anyway... I believe the government is plotting his loss..
Bah, I shall give another update tml.. K, cya..
-.- seriously I feel drunk.bah.
Saturday, 23 August 2008
could it be due to this?
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May be this...
Hello? Did the government randomly google, found this pictures. Then decided on cancelling her concert? Barisan National, you guys are seriously amusing....
Last year, pop singer Gwen Stefani made what she called "a major sacrifice" by donning clothes that revealed little skin at a performance here.
Furthermore, Christina Aguilera skipped Malaysia during an Asian tour that included neighboring Singapore, Thailand and the Philippines, while R&B superstar Beyonce scratched a planned concert here, moving it to Indonesia.
A Pussycat Dolls concert in 2006 was fined 10,000 ringgit (US$2,857) after the U.S. girl group was accused of flouting decency regulations.
C'mon, WTF is wrong with you guys? Those kind of concerts, people sit so far away, where can see them? Summore not like they are goin to strip for you to see lar. They have life oso lerh. It is of no use protecting your people like this lah, In fact, do they even want it?
Besides, If someone want to see horny stuff, you think he will go watch concert? Screw it lar, go find prostitute lagi best kan?
haha, long time didn't type anything out.. forgive me for messing up this post. lol
Anyway, I heard the concert is back on.
*perhaps UMNO is showing PAS that their requests could be possible afterall.
Saturday, 16 August 2008
Friday, 8 August 2008
Monday, 4 August 2008
an effort to relieve myself,
finally a sign of selfishness in me.
I resorted to believe the vile in you,
but then I failed miserably,
only because you were so lovely.
You came yourself to bring me back,
to where we lastly met,
gave me a chance to reflect.
You hold me and told me don't forget,
that you and me where just perfect,
and I would not regret,
the turning I made just to have you back..!!
Sunday, 3 August 2008
I hate life!
today we had a barbeque event for my course mates. Pretty successful, great commitee members we had..
But, she made me feel damn sad. Whatever....!!
I'm over with her... screw it!!
If I were to continue on, it would be like watching a barbeque stick poke tru my own thigh.. Yes, girl.. watching your pain and sorrow parts of life, I unfortunately feel too much of you..
I can bear this, that is IF you would at least try to ease my burden there...
But u absolutely IGNORED ME.
I do not need pity over the stuff I choose to do for u, coz its my decision.. however, could u at least talk to me?
so, yeah! I'm over this! Count it as tnite was the last time I would ever do something for you. Its over.
Saturday, 2 August 2008
private rides for us!! no one else on it..hahaha... no need to w8 at all!!
view of first world... flanked by the SpaceShot™
check out Dr. on the left and APan at the middle!
C***screw u.. X-)
ANek grinnin' happilie awayyy..
MTV Asia Awards 2008 banner worh!
Supposely a sunrise background.
dunno whats that..
It just looked fun, so we took this..
Smuggled a camera into SnowWorld™. We went in at the last time slot, 11.30pm.. damnit, I do regret holding the snow with bare hands... It SUX!!! damn freaking PAIN!
Buffet! Damn it, Buffet dinner costs RM57. But compare it with a RM15 for a wanton mee at the food court in FirstWorld™. Do the maths urself, this is definitely worthwhile!
This was a mere decoration, nobody wanted to eat it..hahaha
damn cool lerh this lady.. she take the floor, pull abit , stretch abit.. then..
barbeque'ed stuffs.. lamb, and 2x chicken.
grilled fish and chicken. Topped with either tartar or blackpaper sauce. Trust me, itz wonderful.
As much sushi as u can eat! damn..
NOW WE HEADED FOR THE ARCADE...
there was a crowd. so we went and kepo-kepo abitz...and,
the crazy bugger got 645 score!
ANek arranging her tickets won by basketball... She also damn crazy fella, all time 300+ score... One round play get 90 tickets..
kk, thatz all folks! Next update will be about class BBQ party! hehehe