untitled.

"I probably do nawt know what I would like to end up as..
How I wish there was a girl who I loved could yell at me..
To tell me what she would like to see me as..
It may seem that I have the ability to be a nerd..
It means working, studying hard for something..
It may seem that I could be a better person..
Just that..
I do not have the will, nor the interest to move on..
Why?
am I so useless on my own.."

Feeling that way again..
Feeling lonely again after reading Naruto manga, would Naruto and Sakura have a life together? Love would endanger them.. In reality, I really start to hate love..
Only sadness awaits..